Bitch, You Aren’t The Crazy One!
This morning, on my drive to the dungeon in which I teach, I made a phone call. “I am done. I can’t do this anymore. I fucking quit on everyone except my kids.” The drama? From life. Another...
View ArticleDeath as a Reminder to Survive
These last few weeks have entailed me sitting in a dark how. Miss Valentine Logar slapped me around a bit and told me to shut up, stand up and grow a back bone (in mostly nice terminology — look at...
View ArticleShut Down
So, here is the deal. And I think that this is exactly where a big problem lies. Trust is not just the concept of believing that someone is going to be physically loyal to you in a relationship. Trust...
View ArticleThe Lone Wolf
Wolves are typically known as pack animals. They are seen as extremely social animals – where they live in families, what we might label as a traditional nuclear family with a male, female and their...
View ArticleStill A Survivor
“I think that is the problem. I don’t need you. I have hit the bottom before and built myself back into a decent place. You know I can make it on my own. You know that I am fiercely independent...
View ArticleI want my fucking civil rights back
I’ve started and not finished writing about 7 posts since my last one. They all seemed incomplete, whiny or just sad and pathetic. Partially, I’m chalking it up to being pregnant and having larger...
View ArticleLoss with no silver lining
Although I haven’t touched much on the subject here, I guess now is the time since I’m in the middle of processing it all. In September of this last year, I found out I was pregnant. It wasn’t planned...
View ArticleThe Last Fantasy of Family
You know when you look back on moments in your life and you think, “Shit. This is it. Today is the day that my world is going to change. My life is moving in the right direction. I can breathe....
View ArticleA Tiny Pewter Home
Bay Area Cremation and Funeral Services. A tiny little office in the old part of the little town I grew up in. The front desk manned by a blond woman with a huge heart, a warm embrace and eyes that...
View ArticleThey Didn’t Ask….
Wednesday afternoon I had a follow-up appointment with my has OBGYN. The appointment has been sitting heavily in the back of my mind and in my heart for about 2 weeks. The purpose was to make all sure...
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